I am in love with Chapter Seventeen, “The Very Best Yes,” in The Best Yes.
There have been so many great pieces to this book, really – so many, but as we close out the book study this week I am almost in dumbfounded awe of how this chapter is speaking to my worn out heart.
I am in a season where I am having to make some big decisions, decisions that may really make me sad, make others disappointed and honestly be life changing, but not necessarily positive. It is a hard place to be in.
But as I read about Lysa and her sharing the experience with her daughter and the big heartbreak, it really brought me back to those times when I could barely function because of so much angst. I haven’t been in that place for a long time, but there are many times I get close to that place. Do you know what I mean?
I shared a while back about a period of time when I struggled with hopelessness to a big degree and it was debilitating. Those are hard times. I’ve struggled with losing a parent, an in-law, putting one through alcohol rehabilitation treatment and a few other big events that can knock you down. Life is hard, but I have to remember this, and I shared it yesterday:
“Together is a really good word. Together is what we need when we hit tough patches in life. Making decisions when life is making you cry shouldn’t be done alone.”
I am the first to admit, I am a loner and I like to do this myself. I hate to ask for help. This really struck me as well the other day on the Facebook page as one of the other moderators shared this definition of herself:
“As someone who can be a reclusive, overwhelmed introvert.”
I almost spit out my coffee – that is me!!! Seriously!
And it’s not really all that great of a thing. I try to do this thing called life on my own, even to the point of not letting my husband know a lot of those things that are bothering me. It’s easier to just take care of it myself. Wrong, I know.
So if there is one thing, ONE BIG THING I have learned in this book, it is this:
“In those moments when we feel swept away in a current of fast-moving feelings, we need to pause. Wait. Let someone else be there as a voice of clarity.”
And then this:
“Smart enough to know to pause and take extra time when life takes on extenuating circumstances that are hard.”
I want to tattoo that on my palms.
“When we can rise up on the wisdom of others and get a new view of our situations, our next steps seem a little clearer.”
I need relationships that are deeper, more frequent and more meaningful. Period. I honestly feel having those will help me with my Best Yes decisions. Does that resonate with you too?
So as I wrap up this study and our time together, I want you to know how much I value you – those of you I may meet in person and many of you who I never will. You make my life sweet and rich in ways that no one else can understand who does not have an online community.
I feel your presence as I write on the page of my blog and even when I am admitting things I would rather tuck away deep in my heart…. I do it anyhow, because I know you won’t make assumptions or accusations. You are sweet and appreciative of me bearing myself with you and hoping that it may help another mom, somewhere out there who feels alone and hurt.
Please join us tonight for the LIVE Facebook chat at 6:15 PM Pacific time/ 9:15 PM Eastern time. We will share, have some worship music and celebrate this journey together. Thank you so much for coming along!